is that even a word??
direction-less...yeah been feeling like that for a couple of days...a sudden overwhelming feeling that i'm not so sure what the hell/fuck i want in life...i mean to make things easier for everyone to understand i've always had a goal or vision of what i wanted to do...like tomorrow i want to do 'this'...next week i want to do 'that'...next month i must get 'this' and 'that'...but lately...i've been in a trance like mode...i think...i'll just wake up in the morning and don't have a clue or even the slightest idea of what i want to do with my day...i'll just be like someone on weed stoning the day away...its not that i don't like feeling like this...i just feel disturbed that i'm feeling like this...are this symptoms of depression...i don't feel sad...loneliness??...i'm not a loner...craziness??...maybe, but i doubt it...i feel as though i'm wasting all my energy doing nothing the whole day...there has to be something better for me to do out there...get a job...i already have one...get a social life??...not the greatest but i'm satisfied with my social life...hmmm...get a girl??...*we'll just keep it to myself*...and so it beckons...what do i really want from this point onwards in life???...do i want you???do i really need you???
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