~square one~

back to square one, thats what they always say...well got this call yesterday from my faithful boss/supervisor/pak pak..."jason, how do you measure the velocity in the solar air heater?"...so i patiently explained to him how i did it...then there was an awkward silence...then he said "NOOOO, thats wrong already!!why did you do that?!?!?"...i replied with a cool voice "cause you asked me to sir?"...then he kept quiet again...let out a big sigh and said..."its all wrong la like that, all your results are useless...DO EVERYTHING AGAIN?"...at that point i swear on my own grandfather's/grandmother's and all my ancestor's grave i wanted to say "Sir, Are You Fucking Crazy?!?!?"...but all i said was "Oh Okay"...so right now i'm back to square one...everything my colleague and me have been doing for the pass 1 month all gone down the drain...i was totally sick and tired of it all...but after lying on the sand on the beach yesterday and clearing my mind...trying to relate work stuff and other stuff...i actually realize that there are other things that are back at square one...firstly my love life is back at square one (yes i am finding for a new mate...finally...haha), secondly its a new year and my resolutions are back at square one too...i now have to come out with a new resolution and lastly my life is back at square one...i think that time on the beach kinda gave me some clarity on what i really want in life...that there are some things that we should hold on too and some things that we have to let go...eventually...so with that just want to wish everyone a happy new year and a great 2009 for all...so lets all start back at square one and make the best of life...and stop looking back...

so far my new year resolution is

1. stay away from emo people (they really fuck the environment up)
2. be better at capoeira (wanna be able to be flipping around like a little monkey)
3. watch less porn (according to some sources excessive masturbation can cause hair loss)
4. GET LAID... (haha...just joking)