~Hope~

Woke up this morning with the weather above me... ;-) so spent a little more time sitting in front of the idiot box before getting ready for work...tuned in to A Knight's Tale..*awesome movie*...but what caught my attention was... this...

It is strange to think, I haven't seen you since a month. I have seen the new moon, but not you. I have seen sunsets and sunrises, but nothing of your beautiful face. The pieces of my broken heart are so small that they could be passed through the eye of a needle. I miss you like the sun misses the flower; like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter. Instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to. Hope guides me, that is what gets me through the day and the night. The hope that after you're gone from my sight, it will not be the last time that I look upon you.

...beautiful...dare i say it is how i feel now...if only i dared...if only...

*Real life update*
Haven't had thoughts of changing jobs yet this week ;-) *good sign?*
Saw a cow stuck in a drain this morning, really wanted to help, but i didn't...
Still thinking about that cow...could it be a message or a sign?
Feeling sick...can i go home now?